She Wasn’t Thirsty

Dear God,
It is not my desire to EVER find myself in the category with women who are desperate for a mate. ๐Ÿ™…๐Ÿพ It’s displeasing to you. Every man that they meet, they weigh as potential meat. They see ๐Ÿ‘€ and hunt in the natural versus the spirit. 
Father let me not adopt the thinking that my mate will come and rescue me ๐Ÿšจ and that everything will be well once we say, “I Do.” ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿพ I understand clearly that marriage is ministry. However, I further understand that life is ministry; single or married. I am whole and complete even now. ๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿฝ
Let me not be that woman reposting every post regarding relationships. Let me not be that woman traveling โœˆ๏ธ from single’s conference to single’s conference looking for a word AND a man. THIRSTY! 
Let me not be that woman with an extensive library ๐Ÿ“šregarding relationships. Let me never become that woman who believes that her hair, makeup and outfit HAS to be on point in order to attract a man.๐Ÿ‘—๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ’„๐Ÿ‘“ Let me not be that woman who feels that she has to draw attention to herself. ๐Ÿ“ข A woman of comprise, let me not fall prey. ๐Ÿ’‹
Only your grace and mercy can keep me from becoming that woman looking for love by laying on my back and allowing random men to contaminate me. And when they are done, no commitment is ever found๐Ÿ’”. 

Let me repel the mindset that a piece of a man is better than none at all. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ A straight lie from the pit of hell. Never shall I allow a man to live in my home or I in his ๐Ÿก without carrying his last name. ๐Ÿ’
 Daddy, wake me up โšก๏ธ if I find myself hanging with a bunch of single women constantly dreaming about what we desire in a mate and complaining about who hurt us๐Ÿ˜ฑ. I separate myself now. โœ‹๐ŸพMay they understand that I’m not acting brand new; it’s just that I’m expecting something new. ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿพ
Father, let me never look back at exes because things aren’t moving fast enough. ๐Ÿ‘ณ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘ฎ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ‘ฑ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿพ As a matter of fact, I sever the ties with their family members and friends. ๐Ÿ™‹๐Ÿพ I rid my home and life of every gift that they gave me.๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿพ I forgive them for the hurt associated with our demise and pray that forgiveness is extended to me for my role. ๐Ÿ˜ฉ Father, I release the thought of EVER going back to what you have declared to be dead. May we all find happiness as we move forward. ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰
Father, if by chance you’ve truly revealed to me my mate, help me not to chase after him more than he’s chasing after me. ๐Ÿšด๐Ÿฟ If he’s truly for me, the relationship will materialize at your appointed time and not mine. โฐ I will stop sending texts, cards, e-mails, videos and checking Facebook pages.๐Ÿ˜ณ My job is not to play the Holy Spirit Jr. ๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿพ You do not need my help. (She Preaching) 
Cover the woman who reads this prayer and instead of conviction hugging her, offense consumes her.๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ My Sister, this prayer is being written from a place of humility because … But for the grace of God, there goes The Purpose Pusher. ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿฝ
God, my lips are sealed ๐Ÿ˜‘ and my expectations rest in your faithfulness. I will prepare quietly. I will never pause my life. I have dreams and goals to pursue. Forward MARCH! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ (Work It!)
 Daddy, I trust your perfect timing. I trust that no good thing will be withheld from me. I need not remind you that it is not good that I should be alone. You already know how much I desire to give my body ๐Ÿ˜ to my husband and have his children.๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘งโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ I wanna say, “HURRY UP” but I know better! ๐Ÿ˜‚
 You see my age and have bottled my tears caused by the pain of impatience. I find confidence that you are not shackled by time nor space. Even now, you’re routing my mate to me. You’re AWESOME! ๐Ÿš—
Today and forevermore, I am strengthened because you are a strategist and is invested in every aspect of my life. You know what you’re doing and I CHOOSE to trust you. No more self or family pressure regarding marriage. ๐Ÿ‘ฐ๐Ÿฝ 

No more complaints or crying. I shall rest. Rest is what separates women of God expecting a mate from worldly women expecting a mate. ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿพ
And so, I release my fairytale ๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿฝ mindset and timeframe ๐Ÿ“… regarding getting married. 

I present my body as a living sacrifice. The drive to find my man and get married will never again drive me but rather, I will drive it. ๐Ÿ’‘ 
In the meantime, help me to identify anything on my bloodline ๐Ÿ˜ˆ or within me serving as a hindrance to connecting with your chosen vessel for me. Deliver me oh God. ๐Ÿ”ฅ
And when my time comes, Holy Spirit teach me how to speak and interpret his individualized language. I am convicted that on my knees ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ is where beautiful and design worthy marriages are created. โค๏ธ
Lastly, you sent me here on assignment. Father, guide me to my purpose. My delight is in doing your will and knowing that my ways please you. 

I am not of this world and frankly, I don’t desire to operate like the world. โœ”๏ธ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿฝ

Amen  

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